I grew up in the Roman Catholic Church. My family was faithful and
dedicated to the faith, following the liturgical calendar as a guide to
the rhythm of our lives. I made my first communion when I was 7 and was
confirmed at 11, beginning my spiritual journey and life as a faithful
Catholic. I trusted the Church and believed in it as a center for the
delicate balance of my life. I've never been a typical Evangelical
critic of the Catholic Church and still hold it as special and in high
regard. Although, I left the Catholic Church during my college years, I
still hold the many memories close to my heart and consider them
essential aspects of my spiritual construct.
One of the
clearest memories that I have lies in the simplicity of entering any
Roman Catholic Church. Unlike many Evangelical and Protestant
churches that are reminiscent of entering a concert hall just before the
show starts, the Catholic worshiper is greeted with an overwhelming
wave of silence. In an almost tangible manifestation, one feels the
sense that they are being transformed from the brokenness of natural
creation and ushered into the supernatural holiness of God's Kingdom.
There is such a reverence for God and respect for His house, that you
cannot help but feel the presence of His Spirit emanating from every
corner of the richly and ornately decorated structures. The light
gleaming from detailed stained glass, paints a visual interpretation of
the Gospels that draws you into an almost real-time encounter with the
ancient. You are captured and immersed in the holy.
No
coffee or food enters the Catholic sanctuary. No idle talk or
theological discussion continues from the outer walls. From a very early
age, children are not ushered into Sunday School or nurseries, but
taught that they are not only welcome, but a necessary part of the
Church body. And because of this inclusion, children observe the same
silence as their parents. Not from obedient fear, but more from a sense
of awe. I still can remember the powerfully ominous aura of silence as
we made our way to our regular spot in the church. We were in God's
house, and although I fully understood and believed in the complete
omnipresence of God, there was something special when we entered our
family place of worship.
As I've made my journey from
Catholicism through the detailed landscape of the Evangelical and
Protestant Church, I've grown to realize that the differences that tend
to divide us are not as great as we make them out to be. Most of us seek
the same things from life and believe in the same essentials of the
same God that all of us worship. Most of our discussions and even
arguments can usually rest in the common faith in Christ and hope for
the Kingdom He came to fulfill. Our divisions usually stem from the
imperfections of man and not the complete perfection of God. Unity
transforms. Division holds us captive and leaves us as we have always
been.
But the one difference from my Catholic brothers
and sisters that stands obvious to me each and every time I enter a
Protestant Church lies in just that: entering the church. For I am
reminded of something that seems to be missing. I'm reminded of
something that captured my young heart as a child and still calls to me
as a man. I'm reminded of how easy it is for the follower of Christ to
place the emphasis on ourselves and allow it to deviate from God. I'm
reminded that our world is loud but our spirits demand quiet. And even
amidst the roar of chaos in our culture today, God's volume still rises
above. But I am also reminded that our own voices can drown out the most
thundering call of God.
Our church buildings are not
magical. They hold no powerful energy that rushes through us as we
enter the walls that contain our physical worship. I have felt God's
presence more tangibly walking on a beach or standing on top of a
mountain. But what stands unique is the physical attribution that we
designate to our church buildings within our world. For as we spend the
millions of dollars and carefully craft each doorway corridor, we make a
claim that we make to no other structure: This is God's House. In a
world of building man-made Kingdoms, the church is still the one
building that we set aside for Him and only Him. Perhaps we would be
more aware of that if we left the coffee in the entry way next to our
egos. Perhaps we would hear God more clearly as He welcomes us into His
house, if we turned our proverbial volumes down and allowed ourselves to
be awed by His hospitality. Perhaps we would regain some of that sense
of reverence that the Catholic Church still enjoys and find that we are
not only in church to experience a good time, but to capture a
taste of the holy as well.
Friday, November 1, 2013
Houses of the Holy
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Monday, October 21, 2013
Home
A relational visit drew me home,
and the breath of nostalgia caught me off guard.
Transported in time, I wandered about.
No agenda. No plan. No destination.
The smell of history wafted inward,
through open car windows and soul that welcomed.
Oyster shell driveways cracked with rubber feet,
compelled to call me back further than before.
Many years have come before this moment.
Many feet have walked each memory with me,
each with independent recollection.
At each turn another memory calls
from a generation that lived before me.
Smells of salt, sand and oleander life
pulled me from where I was and held me fast.
Time rushes forward in life, but backward
in the inner dwelling places that we save.
They lay hidden until discovered new,
like the cool fresh air that carried me this day.
This is home, the same yesterday as is now.
I'm young again, if only for today.
God opened for me a portal of time
and gave me warm rest for just a little while.
Like the woman just off 45th street,
I found rest among my nostalgia and palms.
Home in the arms of God. Home as it was.
Home as it is. And that drives me further home.
and the breath of nostalgia caught me off guard.
Transported in time, I wandered about.
No agenda. No plan. No destination.
The smell of history wafted inward,
through open car windows and soul that welcomed.
Oyster shell driveways cracked with rubber feet,
compelled to call me back further than before.
Many years have come before this moment.
Many feet have walked each memory with me,
each with independent recollection.
At each turn another memory calls
from a generation that lived before me.
Smells of salt, sand and oleander life
pulled me from where I was and held me fast.
Time rushes forward in life, but backward
in the inner dwelling places that we save.
They lay hidden until discovered new,
like the cool fresh air that carried me this day.
This is home, the same yesterday as is now.
I'm young again, if only for today.
God opened for me a portal of time
and gave me warm rest for just a little while.
Like the woman just off 45th street,
I found rest among my nostalgia and palms.
Home in the arms of God. Home as it was.
Home as it is. And that drives me further home.
Thursday, September 19, 2013
Obscured Doors of the Soul

Occasionally, we may temporarily move the barriers, crack the door open and glance at the landscape that lies outside of the soul. We feel as if we open ourselves to others, but in reality we only play dress-up or wear a mask of some sort.
Many of is ignore the barricades completely, going about life as usual. Sometimes we are not even aware that the soul remains hindered. In fact, some of us even add more barriers of our own, including spiritual locks and deadbolts.
It is only through the light of Christ, as He invades our soul, unhindered and free to move by His Spirit that the door not only opens, but is blown from it's hinges, leaving an unobscured passage for the light to invade.
That light reveals our soul for what it truly is. It is then that we not only become naked to ourselves, but lay completely vulnerable to others as well.
Only then can we be completely authentic, free to love and be loved.
Free to forgive and be forgiven.
Free to be with one another.
Free to be as Christ.
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Tuesday, September 17, 2013
A Prayer
Lord, make clear that which remains cloudy.
Make straight things what seem skewed;
Bring focus to that which is distorted;
Create assurance where all seems uncertain;
Direct that which is unmapped;
Make clarity in realms of confusion;
Make targeted things that appear aimless;
Decide what is postponed;
Fill what is empty;
Complete what has been left undone;
See what is hidden;
Speak where there is silence;
Hear where deafness prevails;
Be where you are not.
Open the doors of my heart and soul, Lord
to see You as You are.
Let these prayers rise to You and be Your will,
as my will is for You to be.
Amen
Make straight things what seem skewed;
Bring focus to that which is distorted;
Create assurance where all seems uncertain;
Direct that which is unmapped;
Make clarity in realms of confusion;
Make targeted things that appear aimless;
Decide what is postponed;
Fill what is empty;
Complete what has been left undone;
See what is hidden;
Speak where there is silence;
Hear where deafness prevails;
Be where you are not.
Open the doors of my heart and soul, Lord
to see You as You are.
Let these prayers rise to You and be Your will,
as my will is for You to be.
Amen
Monday, September 16, 2013
Essential Prayer
When we shed all that does not matter in life, we discover that prayer is much more simple than we realize.
When we fully enter into prayer, without hindrance, distraction or selfish agendas, we find Christ at the center of all we are.

All is Christ and Christ is within all.
All that exists, exists through Christ.
All is created through Christ. Every thought. Every breath. Each step that follows the next is through Christ.
Christ is all.
When we reach this point of realization, our prayers become quite simple, natural and organically oriented toward God alone.
For when prayers that otherwise might have been offered with selfish intention find their origin in Christ, the center, we find that they come not from us, but Christ.
Our prayers become His intentions and not ours.
Our will is His will.
Our thoughts are His thoughts.
Our mind is His mind.
Christ s the center of our existence.
Nothing else matters.
Christ in us.
We in Christ.
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