I grew up in the Roman Catholic Church. My family was faithful and
dedicated to the faith, following the liturgical calendar as a guide to
the rhythm of our lives. I made my first communion when I was 7 and was
confirmed at 11, beginning my spiritual journey and life as a faithful
Catholic. I trusted the Church and believed in it as a center for the
delicate balance of my life. I've never been a typical Evangelical
critic of the Catholic Church and still hold it as special and in high
regard. Although, I left the Catholic Church during my college years, I
still hold the many memories close to my heart and consider them
essential aspects of my spiritual construct.
One of the
clearest memories that I have lies in the simplicity of entering any
Roman Catholic Church. Unlike many Evangelical and Protestant
churches that are reminiscent of entering a concert hall just before the
show starts, the Catholic worshiper is greeted with an overwhelming
wave of silence. In an almost tangible manifestation, one feels the
sense that they are being transformed from the brokenness of natural
creation and ushered into the supernatural holiness of God's Kingdom.
There is such a reverence for God and respect for His house, that you
cannot help but feel the presence of His Spirit emanating from every
corner of the richly and ornately decorated structures. The light
gleaming from detailed stained glass, paints a visual interpretation of
the Gospels that draws you into an almost real-time encounter with the
ancient. You are captured and immersed in the holy.
No
coffee or food enters the Catholic sanctuary. No idle talk or
theological discussion continues from the outer walls. From a very early
age, children are not ushered into Sunday School or nurseries, but
taught that they are not only welcome, but a necessary part of the
Church body. And because of this inclusion, children observe the same
silence as their parents. Not from obedient fear, but more from a sense
of awe. I still can remember the powerfully ominous aura of silence as
we made our way to our regular spot in the church. We were in God's
house, and although I fully understood and believed in the complete
omnipresence of God, there was something special when we entered our
family place of worship.
As I've made my journey from
Catholicism through the detailed landscape of the Evangelical and
Protestant Church, I've grown to realize that the differences that tend
to divide us are not as great as we make them out to be. Most of us seek
the same things from life and believe in the same essentials of the
same God that all of us worship. Most of our discussions and even
arguments can usually rest in the common faith in Christ and hope for
the Kingdom He came to fulfill. Our divisions usually stem from the
imperfections of man and not the complete perfection of God. Unity
transforms. Division holds us captive and leaves us as we have always
been.
But the one difference from my Catholic brothers
and sisters that stands obvious to me each and every time I enter a
Protestant Church lies in just that: entering the church. For I am
reminded of something that seems to be missing. I'm reminded of
something that captured my young heart as a child and still calls to me
as a man. I'm reminded of how easy it is for the follower of Christ to
place the emphasis on ourselves and allow it to deviate from God. I'm
reminded that our world is loud but our spirits demand quiet. And even
amidst the roar of chaos in our culture today, God's volume still rises
above. But I am also reminded that our own voices can drown out the most
thundering call of God.
Our church buildings are not
magical. They hold no powerful energy that rushes through us as we
enter the walls that contain our physical worship. I have felt God's
presence more tangibly walking on a beach or standing on top of a
mountain. But what stands unique is the physical attribution that we
designate to our church buildings within our world. For as we spend the
millions of dollars and carefully craft each doorway corridor, we make a
claim that we make to no other structure: This is God's House. In a
world of building man-made Kingdoms, the church is still the one
building that we set aside for Him and only Him. Perhaps we would be
more aware of that if we left the coffee in the entry way next to our
egos. Perhaps we would hear God more clearly as He welcomes us into His
house, if we turned our proverbial volumes down and allowed ourselves to
be awed by His hospitality. Perhaps we would regain some of that sense
of reverence that the Catholic Church still enjoys and find that we are
not only in church to experience a good time, but to capture a
taste of the holy as well.